Welcome to Combat Training
You’ve successfully completed the first half of the faggot hate training program. At this point you should have experience handling depressive bouts and bursts of emotion, both positive and negative. You should effectively be able to absorb hate into your very bones at time. When you are verbally abused and humiliated it should activate your hormones and make you feel extremely sexual. This will fade over time as you become more submissive and subservient, but at the halfway point it is likely you are a jacking fool. You should be highly embarrassed about this fact and ashamed when you touch your pathetic excuse for a dick. Continue your training with redoubled efforts. And remember…it IS your fault.