I love this site. I’ve been all day jerking off and sniffing poppers while browsing. I love the destruction section, and I got to the brink of cumming when I was reading some of the stories…
The problem is that now I feel bad when I cum. I don’t accomplish anything when I do it, no straight man is benefited from it. I would love to just have permission, to listen to a deep manly voice saying to me “Cum now, boy.”
Yesterday I came after several hours of jerking and it usually is a blast but it felt bland and anticlimactic. Today I’m still jerking off, still haven’t cum and I’m making it last because I don’t want to end it myself, I need a straight fucker to control it.
Does anybody else have this sensation?
