Reply To: Needing a straight man permission to cum

Orgasms have become something i try to avoid. I don’t think i deserve them, ever. In fact, i try to avoid even becoming hard. That’s not to say that i don’t masturbate. Being the filthy, selfish faggot that i am, i masturbate a lot, for hours at a time. But i do it with a limp appendage. The limpness, along with the small size of my thingy, serve to remind me that i am not a real man. From this knowledge i derive the only kind of sexual stimulation i can have. i have never been capable of any kind of sex with anyone else – i am just too self-centered and immature – and so i have learned to take consolation in knowing my place at the bottom of the hierarchy.