I would say the Superior Straight White Man was stealing property.
You are enslaved by a Master who owns u like a hog in a pig pen. He has no right to another Man’s property. I believe your Owner’s goods were not damaged in a way that should incite conflict among Men. But otherwise the rest of my input revolves around the premise that u are an owned object and the Superior Straight White Man at work has no right to extinguish your life because it is already owned. Had you not been owned already, my argument would be invalid.
I understand where you’re coming from in terms of feeling disappointed knowing He wanted to end your life – BUT – you’re also being a selfish faggot making assumptions there. Perhaps He wanted that in the moment but if placed before a judge and jury, He would not want to have done that – so don’t fucking assume You know a Man’s Desires just because it aligns with your sick and absolutely fucked up perversions. So don’t be selfish despite being ready and willing to give up what you have, your struggle makes the pleasure greater for The Men, and plus, now He has a greater understanding just what a sick faggit kneels before Him.