Reply To: Daily list of self-hate

i hate myself that, when a Straight Man is using me, i feel myself getting scared, and sometimes i even have the urge to resist. i hate that, as He chokes me, i inadvertently struggle. i hate that i think i have the right to avoid pain and suffering if it pleases a real Man. i am a faggot whore, and if a Straight Man chooses to hurt me, i m lucky to accept whatever He does, no matter how far He goes. i hate that faggots have some survival instinct like real people, and i will work hard to suppress it.