Eddie, I do believe that faggots can’t be masculine. They can act at it but true masculinity is inherent. That’s my take. That doesn’t mean as a faggot you have to dress like a girl or wear makeup etc. You can still dress and cut your hair like a man. It isn’t sissification. Not that there’s something wrong with that either though, if you enjoy that.
For your other question, my personal take is that faggots hate parts of themselves, they’re jealous of Straight Men because of how life treats them . They enjoy more advantages, things are easier, Straight Men are accepted without needing to fight for it. That’s why as faggots we should internalize that hatred and jealousy, so we can grow personally. It helps us accept who and what we are. When you let go, you’re happier, more free, and will feel a desire to serve. It’s what we do! Hope that helps.