Boot Camp: Module 3

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    • #9234

      Hello fellow faggots. I’ve been going back through the modules and evaluating the content. The intent is to share my personal favorite slide from each and start a discussion. This module has fucked me. There’s so many wonderful truths here.. so I couldn’t narrow it down to one! Here’s the list from module 3!

      “Your decision to come out as a gay man was only the FIRST step in the process of coming out as a faggot” – regardless of where we are in training, we are HERE. We are in training. We’re evolving. Gay men need us.. which leads to the next slide..

      “Locate faggots around you and befriend them. You have divine knowledge to impart.” – our fellow gay men and faggots in waiting need our help evolving. This site will help them!!

      “Start a list of daily self-hate affirmations and share them HERE online.” – best way to help encourage and fuck each other and further our Straight Men and their needs/agenda.

      “If you think this is just jack off material, you’re in for quite a shock” – at this point if this is just porn to you, let go and give in. You know why you’re here and denying it isn’t doing you any good.

      ..and lastly..

      “Learn how to bait Straight White Men into hurling insults at you and humiliating you in public, all they need is an excuse.” – let’s do our part. Does any faggot have suggestions at how to do this? Let’s help normalize Straight abuse of faggots, returning their rights.

    • #9256
      edwardrice94
      Participant

      Thank you for these observations. I felt module 3 was very intense and it makes sense why. The slides you share here are so packed with experience and truth. No wonder it was hard to get past this one and it is worth revisiting. I love listing daily self hate and it does work. A few days ago another faggot here shared one with me and I’ve been using it every morning. I look myself in the mirror and say it and it helps put me in a good place to start up my day. It’s amazing how much better I feel after I say it.

      • #9300

        Just curious Eddie how is your self hate coming? Are you still feeling relieved and energized when you use it?

        What is your favorite slide in this module?

      • #9301
        edwardrice94
        Participant

        Thanks for asking yes I am still doing my daily self-hate. It’s such a great feeling first thing in the morning before I start work or school.

        I have to say I really like 2 slides in this module. One says When you fight hate you inhibit growth, breath deep and accept the truth. The other says When you’re in a group of Straight Men and uncomfortable, stay and suffer. These are really helpful to me.

    • #9257

      Isn’t it awesome how much better you feel after admitting who you are and beginning to embrace it? Those of us who have found a sanctuary in this site have so much more to live for!

      • #9364
        edwardrice94
        Participant

        It’s completely amazing how much better I feel and so much passion for life. I can’t imagine not having this site in my life and my constant education

    • #10164
      PTfag
      Participant

      I’m going to need to review Module3- Thanks fags!
      Reading your conversation, some newbies here may think you “characters” *(if acutally real fags not invested In the site for $$$) are displaying high irony, one of a fags verbal cat claws. I don’t believe that is the case tho.
      I stumbled upon this site and got into it as a sexual fantasy site and thought Some twisted SF fag has put this out (note the SF address right off the Castro) to draw from our “discretionary” income (fags have no discretion when it comes needing to services SACRED COCK). I was troubled by the hateful messages but was ripe to acknowledge my lifelong deep desire to worship, service and tribute Superior Straight White men (SSWM) as an erotic fantasy ONLY And in no way what my beliefs and politics and “real life” are about.That gave me permission to go deeper here and pursue REAL MEN for “fantasy” sex encounters. And I loved IT; going deeper voluntarily into degrading myself and seeking only to service and pleasure Him. It reawakened old painful feelings, but I felt alive and it felt real and true.;So this inferior cocksucking faggot gives thanks to this site and the generosity of many Superior Str8 and Bi Alphas and has discarded the fantasies—that I’m equal to a Str8 Man, that i can find this passion and meaning with another fag, that everyone should accept/be ok with my fem/gay attiutudes and behavior. And discovered my truth and reality which I Live today which has been incredible: That hieracrhies exist in the natural world and very few are on Top, but those who deviate from expected Roles and behaviors are harassed for that reason and are at the lowest rung if they haven’t been expelled. That such deviants are used by Alphas, including for sexual release; that in fact my earliest attractions were not to other fags, But to Str8 Alphas and has continued all along;That I want to and can offer real men sexual And non sexual services and gifts that makes me useful to them; that they have qualities I greatly admire which fags oftenlack, directness Being an obvious example,
      They show amazing degrees of restraint and patience with us as I know what I think is funny is irritating strange or disgusting to them/.In general they wonder why we are so not like Men.Cuz were not. We are fags.One MASTER finally came clean AND TOLD ME HE CAN NO LONGER BE SEEN In PUBLIC WITH ME, my shame came up and it hurt and he knew it and I didn’t have a lot to do with him. But as I sat with it I could see His side—what he was risking, and I gained more respect for him and agreed with HIM and thanked him. He put me in my place and I degraded further for him with great pleasure and release.
      I love my place as a cocksuicking inferior faggot who lives to worship, service and tribute SSWM. They are Everything: I am nothing. What they want matters: i don’t matter.I love and worship Master with full realization that will never be reciprocated—cuz they are straight—DUH! Lolol,

      • #10226

        Hi LA, real fag here. I just want to serve. I’ve been struggling lately. I hope all is well with you.

    • #10227
      Poornua
      Participant

      Hello fellow faggots and straight alpha gods.

      I kindly request if you wanted to read my posts on the forum . Particularly the one that is titles duties of a fag. It really goes into what you are saying.

      Let me know what you all think.

    • #12664
      Fagpig dino
      Participant

      These modules work so well. The best way is through repeating them over and over. This pig does so daily

      • #12690
        faggot Seth
        Participant

        Yes the audio modules work so well for this faggot.

    • #12679
      PTfag
      Participant

      Good point fag above lol. Repetition is one of the best instruments that our masters/re-educators use for mental restructuring and brainwashing elimination. Just repeating the same thing over and over it does set in and it’s a good reminder to do that on a daily basis as you begin to reconsider possibly your entire life.
      It’s funny because I just noticed I posted something on here a while back. I don’t remember even writing it; I’ve made real progress! I’m well onto this yellow brick road to the str8 Oz baby.And Oz is not that funny little man behind the curtain pushing levers. That is what Hollywood wants you to believe it’s a Faglie. Oz is a fucking white God on the throne in all his glory with a huge dick. My destination always is between the large and muscular, moderately hairy legs and calves and feet of Real Man, below and between, worshiping, servicing and paying tribute. I often ask if I can start with a little ritual, some of which I might say in my inside voice to myself; sometimes I will share it with my God above me (that being the superior Street man that is generous with his time and is expecting to be serviced). So I’ll start with either a silent or quiet opening of the ritual, giving thanks and welcoming SaTan into this encounter,i’ll suck from the glass pipe a nice big ass cloud, and kneeling down, I made contact with the God cock, and exhaling, the cloud I begin to suckle on Dickle. all I’m thinking about is pleasure; His pleasure. My mind goes blank and I am a pure cocksucker I have never a worry or a thought going through this silly little head of mine when I am kneeling and totally focused,going into a trance with the full intent of giving this God the most pleasure I could possibly give him, of wanting to do anything he tells me to do. and of worshiping what is the embodiment of pure masculine energy that overwhelms me but that I am addicted to because I don’t have enough of it, and that my Idolthe big white cock. But I generally start at the feet, way below, not looking at him, but at his feet, not looking up but looking right to the carpet waiting for his direction. I might start with a foot worship and licking and kissing and then possibly massaging the calves & the legs of this God but I neverWould dare to presume what he wants me to.certainly never assume he wants me to suck his cock no matter how hungry I am because I would fully expect if I just jumped on it started chowing down on it I can get a very strong and abrupt slap to the side of my head or worse. But if he allows me is my full intention that he will know just in the energy I am offering by sucking his cock and how a second because it’s not like a bitch that I worship. Mostly, bitches don’t worship cock not the way things to do. Because straight Gods have told me this. They note how good the bitch is a cock sucking there’s something about the energy of a faggot that makes it qualitatively different. And I said to them, “Sir, that is because I’m worshiping it. That is because I worship You.” And he may say that, “that is because you are one sick pathetic faggot go ahead now boy enjoy it no teeth!”
      Hahaha

    • #12680
      PTfag
      Participant

      Good point fag above lol. Repetition is one of the best instruments that our masters/re-educators use for mental restructuring and brainwashing elimination. Just repeating the same thing over and over it does set in and it’s a good reminder to do that on a daily basis as you begin to reconsider possibly your entire life.
      It’s funny because I just noticed I posted something on here a while back. I don’t remember even writing it; I’ve made real progress! I’m well onto this yellow brick road to the str8 Oz baby.And Oz is not that funny little man behind the curtain pushing levers. That is what Hollywood wants you to believe it’s a Faglie. Oz is a fucking white God on the throne in all his glory with a huge dick. My destination always is between the large and muscular, moderately hairy legs and calves and feet of Real Man, below and between, worshiping, servicing and paying tribute. I often ask if I can start with a little ritual, some of which I might say in my inside voice to myself; sometimes I will share it with my God above me (that being the superior Street man that is generous with his time and is expecting to be serviced). So I’ll start with either a silent or quiet opening of the ritual, giving thanks and welcoming SaTan into this encounter,i’ll suck from the glass pipe a nice big ass cloud, and kneeling down, I make contact with the God- cock, and exhaling the cloud, I begin to suckle on Dickle. all I’m thinking about is pleasure; His pleasure. My mind goes blank and I am a pure cocksucker I have never a worry or a thought going through this silly little head of mine when I am kneeling and totally focused,going into a trance with the full intent of giving this God the most pleasure I could possibly give him, of wanting to do anything he tells me to do. of reinforcing in real time as I’m worshiping just God telling myself that I’m an inferior faggot, this is what I live for, this is what I need to do in life and I love it and I’m very grateful to Lord Satan to be worshiping what is the embodiment of pure masculine energy that overwhelms me but that I am addicted to because I don’t have enough of it inside. and to my Idol, the big white cock.
      But I generally start at the feet, way below, not looking at him, but at his feet, not looking up but looking right to the carpet waiting for his direction. I might start with a foot worship and licking and kissing and then possibly massaging the calves & the legs of this God but I neverWould dare to presume what he wants me todo that. certainly never assume he wants me to suck his cock no matter how hungry I am because I would fully expect if I just jump on it started chowing down on it Id get a very strong and abrupt slap to the side of my head or worse. But if he allows me to, it is my full intention that he will know just by the energy I am offering by sucking, because it’s not like a bitch that I worship. Mostly, bitches don’t worship cock; not the way fags do. Because straight Gods have told me this. They note how good the bitch is at cocksucking but that there’s something about the energy of a faggot that makes it qualitatively different. And so, in further degrading myself to my king, intentionally putting myself down by sharing something intimate or just real, I’ll say, “Sir, that is because I’m worshiping it. That is because I worship You.” And he may say, “that is because you are one sick pathetic faggot go ahead now boy enjoy it no teeth!”
      Hahaha

    • #14119
      betafaggot
      Participant

      you underestimate the “jack-off material” slide.

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