I am now a complete faggot.

I must tell you that I used to be a avid gay top. But in a funny twist I became an insatiable faggot.

My ex used to be this big, tall, shaved head, built, hyper masculine leather\motorcycle man, but he was a bottom and I loved it. He loved to get ass fucked, fisted, and loved, loved LOVED giving head! I didn’t realize how much of a faggot he was until one day I was house sitting and stumbled across his collection of homemade video tapes.

There were hours of footage of him on his knees in his bedroom. Man after man walking in, whipping out their cocks, and him servicing each one, not a single one was denied. They walked in, use his faggot services and left. Some were young, really old, married (wedding ring visible), cut, uncut, white, black, big, small. It didn’t matter. Most were quiet, except for the occasional moan at release. Some let him do his work and some fucked his face violently. Sometimes he would smile for the camera while he was being used. God only knows how many men, in the throes of a breeding rut, that weren’t taped. Just the number of men on tape alone, it was fucking such a turn on!

The ones that really stick out in my mind though, were the ones that were obvious Alpha males, verbal, abusive, and\or borderline violent. They were the only ones that broke him. They would humiliate him, call him dirty faggot, make him look up at them while they used him, make him beg to suck their dick, smell their ass, balls and, cocks, demand he make them hard and spit in his face while repeating how much of a piece of faggot garbage he was and how embarrassed they were that he was even a man. This one repeat guy, would demand money to “let him have the privilege to” suck is straight cock. One made him film in the bathroom, him holding the guys dick in his mouth while he pissed in the toilet then made him lick up the drops that missed and landed on the rim. On a couple of occasions there were two guys using him at once. They took turns laughing at him and making him lick their ass while the other watched and directed. They used him until they were good done. They sometimes threatened to beat his ass, rob him, steal the tape and black mail him with it. He moved away years ago for work. In hindsight I SHOULD have been the one to steal the tapes. Those tapes changed my life.

Now I am obsessed with getting used by alpha men, like how my ex was, sucking dicks, worshiping them, smelling them, servicing them, collecting loads in my stomach, and gobs and gobs up my ass. Ultimately my new purpose as an inspired faggot, is serving any\all men for their sexual relief and need to express their domination over other men. I am now a complete faggot.