New toilet faggot

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      Zachary
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      Hi sir todd
      Thank you so much for this site. Ive known i was a faggot for straight white men for a while and now im realizing im also a toilet for men too. I want to service men in public just at the bathroom how do i make myself do it

    • #13431
      souloffilth
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      It’s not something you can make yourself do. It has to be something you want so badly it outweighs the fear of doing it. And it’s not something that happens all at once. You have to take small steps and put yourself in places where it can happen. You sit on a picnic table outside the public restrooms at a rest stop cruising the men who walk past you in and out of the men’s room. You do this for an hour tonight and become acutely aware of all the things that are making you uncomfortable. You go back on a different day for an hour and do another check, then a 3rd hour on yet another night, until you feel totally comfortable sitting outside a public men’s room thinking about another man using you as a toilet.
      Maybe the next step is to go inside and sit in one of the stalls for 15 minutes to see how you feel sitting where other men piss and shit, and do this over and over until you feel like you belong there!
      Think about licking the toilet seat as the next thing you do.
      The point is you are now doing all the things a toilet fag loves to do so you’re building up a new identity of yourself as a toilet fag to replace the old identity of someone who wants to be a toilet fag.
      Will this make it happen any quicker? Not really. Will it make it happen at all? doubtful.
      When I got to a point I was so discouraged I wanted to kill myself, I was driving home from spending a weekend with a friend. It was late at night and raining. I pulled into a rest stop just to piss and be on my way. I was starting to stuff it, zip it, and buckle it when an older man stepped up to the urinal next to me.
      I’ll jump ahead to the good part. He invited me to follow him home to play around. Before I left his house in the wee hours of the morning he had pissed in my mouth and had pushed out and fed me a very small turd (1”?). I had just been used by another man as a human toilet! I never pulled into that particular rest stop again, and of course I never saw that man again.
      It didn’t matter because I was suddenly launched into what would become a good 20-year run as one of the better-known gay toilets from the SRO scat parties of Huntington Beach, California, to the infamous scat parties at David’s cabin in the Russian River, to the first annual, and thereafter, week-long summer outdoor farm scat party in Pennsylvania.
      Don’t want it. Be it in your head until you become it in your life. That’s just how it works.

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