Open letter to abusers

Looking for younger chav or nasty lad to meet up with on occasions. He would control me and make me his faggot bitch. In return for telling me how he has fucked over other faggots and or gone fag bashing and or robbed and rapped people which would make me real hard he would then get me to agree will fucking my arse to his demands however deviant and nasty. He would of course put me in a position where I had no choice to obey him or he will expose me. Of course he would punish me and I would be in fear of him too. My only stipulation is no marks I Carnt hide from my partner. Guess you get the idea