Permanent Marks

as a faggot slave, i have been marked as property by my Straight MASTER. HE branded HIS personal mark on my right ass cheek, and also had my slave register number tattooed where my pubes used to be. Although both these marks are hidden while at work or in public, they still have the ability to humiliate me Not only when i go to a doctor (any doctor who sees them is generally horrified to realize what i am) but also any Man who uses me sees them as well.

But more importantly: a permanent mark changes a slave. When i was branded it was, contrary to popular belief, not very painful (the brand is so hot it cauterizes nerve endings). But having the brand put a permanent, indelible mark on me, and burned through to my soul. it made me realize how deep i had sunk, and how my slavery was, now and forever, the defining characteristic of my life. Before my branding, being a slave was almost like role playing, and it was something that, had i wanted to, i could have stopped. But once i was branded, i realized that i was truly property, and had no choice but to serve.

my MASTER realized the same thing, which is why HE had me branded. And HE became much more intense, more demanding, and more sadistic. we both recognized that there is no going back, and that HE gets to do whatever the fuck HE wants, and i have no say in the matter. When HE turns me over to other Straight Men, i know that whatever They want, i have no choice and must do it. i get no say in who uses me, or how i am used. i am truly property, and if i do not satisfy one of the Men who uses me, i am punished.

Even though the branding itself was not painful, the brand burns me if i misbehave in any way.  it is hard to explain, but it is like a constant reminder of what i am, and if i ever even think something that is not appropriate, or consider something like “i am not really in the mood to service this guy”, my brand immediately sends waves of pain through my body to remind me just what i am.  i know this is in my head, but the pain is quite real, and continues to this day.

And punishments have also become much more severe and brutal. Being branded and marked means HE does not cut me any slack. i either do exactly what i am ordered to do, to the very best of my abilities, or i am tortured and beaten and punished, more severely than i ever was before.

Are there other faggot slaves here who have been permanently marked by their Owners? Have you had a similar experience?