Daily list of self-hate

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    • #5133
      faggotr
      Participant

      I am new on the path to faggot destruction. Here is my list of self-hatred affirmations for the day:

      I hate myself because I am a faggot.
      I hate myself because I don’t get the things done that I want to get done.
      I hate myself because I am chubby.
      I hate myself because I want to eat cum.
      I hate myself because I am such a fucking faggot.
      I hate myself because I am imploding.
      I hate myself because I am pathetic.
      I hate myself because I am a faggot whore.
      I hate myself because I am dirty. Very dirty.
      I hate myself because I thought gay people deserved the equal rights of straight people.
      I hate myself because I thought I was equal to everyone.
      I hate my successful life.
      I hate my life.
      I hate myself and want to be destroyed as I should be.

    • #5218
      Anonymous
      Inactive

      “I am new on the path to faggot destruction. Here is my list of self-hatred affirmations for the day:

      I hate myself because I am a faggot.
      I hate myself because I don’t get the things done that I want to get done.
      I hate myself because I am chubby.
      I hate myself because I want to eat cum.
      I hate myself because I am such a fucking faggot.
      I hate myself because I am imploding.
      I hate myself because I am pathetic.
      I hate myself because I am a faggot whore.
      I hate myself because I am dirty. Very dirty.
      I hate myself because I thought gay people deserved the equal rights of straight people.
      I hate myself because I thought I was equal to everyone.
      I hate my successful life.
      I hate my life.
      I hate myself and want to be destroyed as I should be.”

    • #5281
      fagtatscum
      Participant

      Faggot is not an “I”. Faggot is now called “it”.
      It is a piece of lowlife faggotscum.
      It has no say in anything any more.
      It is SHIT.
      It will and does turn it’s HATE inward towards its self.
      It’s reason fo rlife is to serve.
      It MUST serve STRAIGHT SUPERIOR MALES.
      It is pathetic.
      It will drink STRAIGHT SUPERIOR piss.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR shit.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR cum.
      It is a low life piece of shit.
      It must be beat.
      It HATES its self and will be destroyed by SUPERIOR STRAIGHT ALPHA MALES.

    • #5407
      Anonymous
      Inactive

      Good job faggot. Keep it up. Get yourself intoxicated, close your eyes with your head bowed, and expel the hatred from your guts onto your own spirit through the written word.

    • #6854
      Sir Todd
      Keymaster

      Remember this too, “As much as you hate yourself, you will NEVER hate yourself as much I as I hate you!

      • #6977
        as
        Participant

        Thank you Sir It is truh.

    • #6902
      Jacob Mainord
      Participant

      This is now its new mantra

      Faggot is not an “I”. Faggot is now called “it”.
      It is a piece of lowlife faggotscum.
      It has no say in anything any more.
      It is SHIT.
      It will and does turn it’s HATE inward towards its self.
      It’s reason fo rlife is to serve.
      It MUST serve STRAIGHT SUPERIOR MALES.
      It is pathetic.
      It will drink STRAIGHT SUPERIOR piss.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR shit.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR cum.
      It is a low life piece of shit.
      It must be beat.
      It HATES its self and will be destroyed by SUPERIOR STRAIGHT ALPHA MALES.

    • #6938
      Jacob Mainord
      Participant

      This faggot is also on the path set forth by the Straight White Gods. It now craves violence for sexual satisfaction. It is looking forward to the first time it will be raped and fag bashed.

    • #6942
      Anonymous
      Inactive

      I hate myself because I foresake love and commitment for and from those who deserve it and give it to me to instead chase after my vile, disgusting, subhuman ways.

      I hate myself because I let the Senator of Mind Control utter brainwash me in every chance of solitude and repose for the last ten years.

      I hate myself because I once looked down on gay friends who sought Straight White Men and now I know the error of my ways.

      I hate myself because the more I give into the need to serve and worship Straight White Men, the more I look at them in lust and perversion.

    • #6965
      437353
      Participant

      i look at these words and they are almost holy to me. how lucky i am to repeat the words and phrases i have learned on this website, and how i worship the MEN who created it! my MASTER has said that i am such a lowly faggot piece of shit, i am no longer allowed to sleep in the house, and i sleep out in the bushes, in an area HE refers to as “the sty” all faggots should be so lucky! i am allowed in to serve HIM, and to shower, though i am no longer allowed to use any hot water, so my showers are ice cold and painful – which again is appropriate for a faggot slave like me. my MASTER continually finds new Men to use and abuse me, and has me look for straight Men to serve. HE knows that i will soon lose my job, as my behavior there has gotten erratic and the straight Men in my office know what i am and take full advantage of it. the other day, i came to work to find a “Men’s Room” sign mounted on my desk. Of course, i left it there, because i am a public urinal. i hate myself because i am sick twisted and perverted, and i am lucky to get the Cum, Piss and Shit of REAL MEN. Thank YOU again SIR, for leading me on the path to my ultimate fate.

    • #6990
      Adolfo Vizoso
      Participant

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    • #7153
      as
      Participant

      I hate myself too. thanks for showing.

    • #7271
      as
      Participant

      I hate me more and more – this site help me much to see the truh.
      thanks also brother latrinus,that he help the fags.

    • #7280
      437353
      Participant

      At work yesterday, I went into a meeting with four other Men there. They offered me a drink, and when I took it, I realized that it was a large cup of Piss. They all watched as I without hesitation lifted it to my lips and drank it all. They laughed and said, “What won’t this faggot do?” I think They are going to try to find out. I will of course do anything They order. i am a disgusting piece of shit, a faggot slave whore, and i was born to serve straight Men.

    • #7281
      as
      Participant

      Great brother. I am also a disgusting peace of shit. well done.I am born to serve straight men too. You made a good job.

    • #7283
      Anonymous
      Inactive

      Thanks fagshit. Despite being off topic and another example of being a stupid fucking fag, your compliment is appreciated. I do what I can to please the Superior Straight White Alpha who allows us to congregate and hate ourselves here.

    • #7300
      as
      Participant

      I will remember that I hate myself more and more and I am very happy about it-I feel thats the right way for me. Thanks for showing me that!

    • #7561
      hole
      Participant

      new here, and started last day with boot camp, always on meth and repeat them many times.

      Would like to start the self-hate list as part of progress and to think about it more intense.

      I hate myself because I am a disgusting freak thing called gay
      I hate myself because I am so weak and loser
      I hate myself not seeing what I really am when older straight brother (family with childs) offered sex a few years ago
      I hate myself for felt offended when he does it
      I hate myself for the lie – the big lie I lived
      I hate myself for copying a real man’s body move or attitude to try to build own.
      I hate myself for the shame I brought over family
      I hate myself for staring in white straight men’s eyes on street
      I hate myself for always say/write as ‘I’ or ‘me’ instead ‘it’
      I hate myself for beeing so shy
      I hate myself for looking masculine but feeling scared
      I hate myself for not perm lock the pathetic dick away or seriously looking for castration
      I hate myself for not beeing strong enough to finally rid off all sox and only wear boots without sox
      I hate myself for beeing an arrogant asshole some times

      Thank you

    • #7565
      437353
      Participant

      What i hate most about myself is that people look at me and think i am a Man. they see a male walking on the street, and they assume i am a Man, but i am about as far from a Man as possible. i am a faggot slave, a cum dump and toilet for real Men. i hate that i am not instantly recognizable for the low life scum pig i am, that Men on the street do not know that They are welcome to use me any time They want. i wish every Man had a way of recognizing us faggots and could just alk up to us in public and say “I gotta piss” and know we would drop to our knees to accommodate Them.

    • #7680
      437353
      Participant

      i hate myself that, when a Straight Man is using me, i feel myself getting scared, and sometimes i even have the urge to resist. i hate that, as He chokes me, i inadvertently struggle. i hate that i think i have the right to avoid pain and suffering if it pleases a real Man. i am a faggot whore, and if a Straight Man chooses to hurt me, i m lucky to accept whatever He does, no matter how far He goes. i hate that faggots have some survival instinct like real people, and i will work hard to suppress it.

    • #9294
      edwardrice94
      Participant

      These affirmation are great. Can I ask a question before I list some? I am curious I see many faggots saying “it” or “this faggot” in place of “I” in many places. Is this something voluntary or is it required as we advance?

      I hate myself because I am weak.
      I hate myself because I’m a worthless faggot.
      I hate myself because I still objectify straight men.
      I hate myself for not telling everyone I know about this site.
      I hate myself for eating.
      I hate myself for breathing straight man’s oxygen.
      I hate myself for not being smarter.

      • #9322

        Great question Eddie. I’m not exactly sure but maybe it is just something that starts to happen naturally as we learn and accept our roles. The only advice I can think of in relation to this is in the training audio.. the voice says “You aren’t really a human being, faggots aren’t really human beings” so maybe that is something to do with it?

    • #9324
      437353
      Participant

      my MASTER says that at least one reason to refer to faggots as “it” is because, when talking about how we serve Straight Men, having two with the pronoun “he” becomes too confusing. HE says it is a lot simpler to say “he took it to the park and fucked it” But HE also says that the pronoun “it” is appropriate since “he” would imply we are human. We are sub-human at best.

    • #12666
      Fagpig dino
      Participant

      These are so beautiful to read because they are 100% truths, each and every one.
      We faggots should read these every morning before starting our pathetic day

    • #12668
      Fagpig dino
      Participant

      These are beautiful because they are true, every word.
      We fags should read them every morning before starting our pathetic day and again each night before going to sleep

      • #13304

        Thank you fagpig. I still use my self hate affirmation.

    • #13305
      fagtatscum
      Participant

      it hates its pathetic self because it is a faggot
      it hates itself because its a sub human toilet
      it hates itself because it is shit and eats shit
      it hates itself because its a cash pig
      it hates itself because its a drunk and drug addict
      it hates itself because it gets its worthless cock hard
      it hates itself because it craves after straight cock
      it hates itself because it is a dumbass idiot moron queer
      it hates and self loathes its pathetic life because its a stupid fat and ugly faggot

    • #13307
      hole
      Participant

      it hates itself because it is a worthless faggot
      it hates itself because it has got its drug addiction under control
      it hates itself because it has too weak a personality
      it hates itself because it gets its pathetic dick hard
      it hates itself because it cannot assert itself
      it hates itself because it always wants harmony
      it hates itself because it does not manage to feed on extraordinarily little
      it hates itself because it does not exercise enough
      it hates itself because it does not offer itself a master
      it hates itself because it always comes here repeatedly
      it hates itself for trying to be noticed

    • #13317

      i love seeing this thread revived! It’s so inspiring.

      i hate myself for being a faggot.
      i hate myself because i’m pathetic.
      i hate myself for not helping destroy more fags.
      i hate myself for failing STRAIGHT WHITE MEN!
      i hate myself because i’m stupid.
      i hate myself because i still need this training.
      i hate myself for lying about what i was for so long.
      i hate myself for not serving more.

    • #13351
      dccaphillbttm
      Participant

      What wonderful words of wisdom from my brother faggots!

      I hate myself because I am a faggot.
      I hate myself because I am not Straight.
      I hate myself because I once thought I was the equal of a Straight Man.
      I hate myself because I was once a gay activist.
      I hate myself because I am ugly.
      I hate myself because I am a disappointment to my family.
      I hate myself because no man could ever love me.
      I hate myself because I am a loser.
      I hate myself because I am a failure.
      I hate myself for spending so many years trying to be Straight.
      I hate myself for lying to others about my true nature.
      I hate myself because I am stupid.
      I hate myself because I am a cash fag.
      I hate myself for being impotent.
      I hate myself for being disgusting.
      I hate myself for being pathetic.
      I hate myself for being weak.
      I hate myself for being rejected.
      I hate myself for enjoying toilet sex.
      I hate myself for being dirty.
      I hate myself for being diseased.

    • #13524
      hole
      Participant

      it hates itself for being scum
      it hates itself for being perverted
      it hates itself for not being a real man
      it hates itself for having lied to real men
      it hates itself for cheating real men out of their inherent rights
      it hates itself for stealing from real men
      it hates itself for being a loser
      it hates itself for not being able to be just a hole
      it hates itself for being so ugly
      it hates itself for not giving its all
      it hates itself for still having an ego
      it hates itself for still owning things
      it hates itself for being so stupid
      it hates itself for being diseased
      it hates itself, it hates itself, it hates itself

      • This reply was modified 10 months, 1 week ago by hole.
    • #13738
      faggot john
      Participant

      I hate myself because I am a faggot.
      I hate myself because I am not Straight.
      I hate myself because I once thought I was the equal of a Straight Man.
      I hate myself because I am ugly.
      I hate myself because I am a disappointment to my family.
      I hate myself because no man could ever love me.
      I hate myself because I am a loser.
      I hate myself because I am a failure.
      I hate myself for spending so many years trying to be Straight.
      I hate myself for lying to others about my true nature.
      I hate myself because I am stupid.
      I hate myself for having a micro dick.
      I hate myself for being disgusting.
      I hate myself for being pathetic.
      I hate myself for being weak.
      I hate myself for being rejected.
      I hate myself for enjoying toilet sex.

    • #13943
      Faggit
      Participant

      It is a piece of lowlife faggotscum.
      It is a piece of lowlife faggotscum.
      It has no say in anything any more.
      It has no say in anything any more.
      It is SHIT.
      It is SHIT.
      It will and does turn its HATE inward towards itsself.
      It will and does turn its HATE inward towards itsself.
      Its reason for life is to serve.
      Its reason for life is to serve.
      It MUST serve STRAIGHT SUPERIOR MALES.
      It MUST serve STRAIGHT SUPERIOR MALES.
      It is pathetic.
      It is pathetic.
      It will drink STRAIGHT SUPERIOR piss.
      It will drink STRAIGHT SUPERIOR piss.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR shit.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR shit.
      It will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR cum.
      IT will eat STRAIGHT SUPERIOR cum.
      It is a low life piece of shit.
      It is a low life piece of shit.
      It must be beat.
      It must be beat.
      It HATES its self and will be destroyed by SUPERIOR STRAIGHT ALPHA MALES.
      It HATES itself and will e destroyed by SUPERIOR STRAIGHT ALPHA MALES.

    • #13996
      slrn857078331
      Participant

      I hate myself because I am a faggot.
      I hate myself because I don’t get the things done that I want to get done.
      I hate myself because I am chubby.
      I hate myself because I want to eat cum.
      I hate myself because I am such a fucking faggot.
      I hate myself because I am imploding.
      I hate myself because I am pathetic.
      I hate myself because I am a faggot whore.
      I hate myself because I am dirty. Very dirty.
      I hate myself because I thought gay people deserved the equal rights of straight people.
      I hate myself because I thought I was equal to everyone.
      I hate my successful life.
      I hate my life.
      I hate myself and want to be destroyed as I should be.”
      tomasz rainin object857078331

    • #14063
      fagtatscum
      Participant

      it HATES its pathetic self it is trash
      it HATES its loser self it is garbage
      it HATES its faggot self it is worthless
      it HATES its disgusting life it is scum
      it HATES its shit breath life it is a toilet
      it HATES its fag cash it is a ATM
      it HATES its tiny brain it is stupid
      it HATES its FAGGOT LIFE REAL MEN STRAIGHT MEN ARE GODS

    • #14117
      betafaggot
      Participant

      I hate that I do not hate myself enough, and never will.

      Sir Todd says it above. Even in hating me, I don’t measure up, as surely as my little fagclit can never measure up to an Alpha Cock.

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