Needing a straight man permission to cum

The start of the empty, needy feeling you’ll never remove from your orgasm from now until the final squirt of your life, faggot… it’s only going to get worse.

Sounds like you desperately need to please white dick – it’s inevitable, you’re a faggot. Your dick has no real value. Start offering your mouth and ass cunt to straight white men. Start Now.
Don’t wait to be asked like a fucking bitch on prom night.
Start serving you pathetic queer.

Orgasms have become something i try to avoid. I don’t think i deserve them, ever. In fact, i try to avoid even becoming hard. That’s not to say that i don’t masturbate. Being the filthy, selfish faggot that i am, i masturbate a lot, for hours at a time. But i do it with a limp appendage. The limpness, along with the small size of my thingy, serve to remind me that i am not a real man. From this knowledge i derive the only kind of sexual stimulation i can have. i have never been capable of any kind of sex with anyone else – i am just too self-centered and immature – and so i have learned to take consolation in knowing my place at the bottom of the hierarchy.

well put, babysissysidney. i feel the same way. my fag cock is worthless and orgasms are no more than unsatisfying dribbles. i serve a STR8 MAN who allows me one orgasm per month (for a fee), and usually under painful or uncomfortable circumstances. it feels good knowing the a Real Man has taken control of my fag appendage.

my Straight Man allows me to cum very very rarely, and only under specific circumstances: i lie on my back, and HE fills my mouth with HIS Piss. as i gargle the Piss, i am allowed to stroke my pathetic dick, but i must cum within 30 seconds or i lose the privilege. When i cum, He then allows me to swallow His holy Piss. The rest of the time, i am locked in the chastity cage (which can be seen on my profile). this keeps me focused on doing what i was born to do: serving Straight Men and taking Their Cum Piss and Shit. He has set up a gloryhole, where His Straight Buddies can cum and watch video and get serviced by me. i am nothing except when a Man has His beautiful Cock in my mouth or fuckhole.

I am new to this site and in fact, this i my first post. I was intrigued by the name of this forum and wanted to chime in as well. I am a faggot. I have always known it. lI too am a habitual masturbator. In fact, I’ve been known to play with my small fag dick all day. I work from home and sadly, often rather than working like I should, I’m looking a pictures of Real Men, Straight Men and wanting to service them. I say all of that to say I feel so empty when I cum. Oh… I want to cum so badly, but I feel I’d get so much more from it if I were granted permissions by a Real Man. I understand there would be times He would give me permission to cum like the the jerk-off faggot I am, but other times, He would not give permission and tell me to deal and suffer with my full balls.

If anyone knows how I can find someone or a service from whom I could see permission to have my dirty faggot orgasms from, I would appreciate it.

Where are you located?

Remember that the fantasy is far kinder and nicer than the reality, DannyBoy.

First step is to submit to self-enforced chastity. Don’t forget you’re work is immeasurably more important than your fagasm. Real Men may enjoy an orgasms whenever and however they wish. You, however, deserve rare and deeply humiliating fagasms which only serve as reinforcement of your inferiority beneath SuperiorStraight White Men. They will grant permission to squirt only when it is aligned with their training of your weak mind.
So, until then, get yourself locked and stick to being productive. You need to train yourself first to ever be proven worthy of personal training by a Real Man.

Yes Latrinus-I agree with you.

you have to do it!

Sirs, I have finally received the chastity cage to lock up my inferior faggot dicklet. I need a straight Man to know my dicklet is locked and that I must only be allowed to cum with a Straight Mans’ permission.

I love this topic of discussion. It’s making my fag dick hot for superior straight white men. Being under the control of a straight white man for how & when my dick can cum is hot!

with all due respect to my brother faggots, i think you are missing the point somewhat here being under the control of Superior Straight Men is how we faggots need to live. it really is not a question of it being “hot”, it is more that we have no choice and must submit to the Straight Men who have the right to do anything They wish with us.

i am not disagreeing with you, and i know that serving any Straight Man, in any way, is hot. But i think it is important for us as faggots to let go of thinking of our own pleasure, what we think is hot, what we desire, and really work to make ourselves property of Straight Men, and do what They want, hot or not.

Not sure i am making this clear – does that make sense?

Makes good sense, brother.

The counterintuitive effect of chastity is that it makes you think of your locked cock constantly… until your subconscious accepts the inevitability – that you are now out of control in terms of when you play with yourself.

It takes a LONG time, and a lot of lock ups, because it’s all of puberty and all of the Western societal conditioning to go against that tells faggots that they can and should wank.

But eventually, the truth will sink in if you can muster the courage and discipline to endure true chastity.
And THEN the real fun for Real Men begins….

i have been locked in chastity for the past couple months. my MASTER has used chastity on me for several years, but it is only recently that HE announced that i will never be allowed out, and never be allowed to jerk off, ever again.

it is interesting how the mind of a faggot slave like me gets molded and changed. i was branded by my MASTER, then had my slave number tattoo added to my body. both of those incidents took me deeper into my servitude.

but being in chastity has been making me sink deeper and deeper. i do not believe i have cum once in 2015, and i do not believe i will be allowed to – or possibly ever again. i have noticed that i have some kind of weird semi-orgasm when i am fucked deep and hard by Straight Men. but it is a faggot orgasm, not the orgasm of a Man.

i sometimes wish my MASTER had chosen to castrate me, which would be easier on me, as it would eliminate all desire. but i know that is not what HE wants – HE likes me being horny and hungry 24/7. so i accept my fate, deal with the pain as my faggot dick tries to break the bars of its cage. i often awaken at night, my dick screaming in pain, wishing for relief. but i am a faggot, and i accept that Straight Men have a different destiny in mind for me.

i look forward to what i know will come.

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For a faggot to feel the urge to cum is an aberration of nature, and a dangerous one at that. It deludes us into thinking we are Men, and that we deserve the pleasure they feel when using their holy Cocks. But we are not Men, and suffering the torment nature imposes upon us by enduring the frustration of not doing so, at least without the permission of a Man, is the penance we must pay. It seems there are few greater kindnesses that Men can bestow than to grant the privilege to cum, to relieve the physical need that is our destiny, and to enjoy the release without the shame that we must otherwise face for defying our nature. i gladly kiss the feet in worshipful supplication of any Man who sees fit to bestow such a rare and wonderful gift.