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justafag writes: I have recently come to your site, and have been really struggling with accepting who (or what) I am. When my father found out I am gay (I was giving my cousin a blow job when he walked in), I was thrown out of the house by my family (who are all very religious) and have no one who cares about me. The friends I have made have tried to talk to to me about gay pride and gay rights, but nothing I have read, until I got to your website, has made any sense to me. I think you are right about the things you say, and the way faggots like me should be treated.
I have met a really brutal Straight Man (he makes me call him “God”) and he whores me out. He also beats me and uses me. It has gotten progressively more intense, and after I have been with him, I generally have visible bruises, black eyes, etc. When he puts me back on the street, I often have a hard time finding guys, because they aren’t attracted to fags who have been beaten up. Then he beats me more for not earning enough money. He gives me almost nothing from what I earn.
I work at a crappy job (the only way I got it was by giving the Owner, who is Straight, a blow job) and a couple people there, including my Boss, have been asking why I look so beat up all the time. From reading on your site, it seems I should not lie about what I am, and I should tell my Boss – but I know he will immediately fire me.
My God says that now I am a used up whore, he wants to lock me in his basement, chained up naked, and make me his punching bag and toilet fag. He said the first thing I will have to do is dig a ditch where he can throw my used up carcass when he is finally through with me.
I am scared, but I think this is the right thing for me to do. If I lose my job, I have no way to support myself, and will have to go to him. What should I do?
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You’ve done well accepting the teaching from this website. I don’t think there is any question as to what to do. Go to your boss and tell him, in detail, what exactly you are and what you do. You’re a fucking whore, and you shouldn’t’ be associating with normal people. Then go to your God and tell him you are ready to be his chained up toilet. And every time he uses you, be thankful that there is someone on the earth who knows what you are for.
