Reply To: What is your most humiliating coming out story? Abuse? Beaten? Insulted?

i started worshipping alpha cock when i was nine. every week i sucked off my 16 year old foot ball playing neighbor. he had a huge cock. ever since then i have been trying to find more alpha cock like his. he used and abused me and trained by young throat to love cock. i always wished my father would force me to suck his dick. One guy at school begged me to dress like a girl and he would fuck me. I regret I wasn’t trained at the time to do anything an alpha’s told me to do. I should have serviced that boy gratefully. I recently contacted him to thank him for fucking with my head daily and reminding me what a fag I am. he was right and he deserves to be thanked. i want to make it up to him and worship him properly now and let him bash me as hard verbally and physically as he wants. he never got to bash me all the way back then and i regret that because Im a stupid pathetic faggot and i deserved it.