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it now has the faggot destruction training modules up and running constantly on its phone. that way, it can look at the training images anytime of day, even when it is away from the computer. it can also view them when it is with friends or out in public, or when it is at work, even when someone is standing nearby or sitting across the table. no one will know that it is inflicting more psychological damage on itself all the time. they justvthink it is checking its phone. all fags can do this. it is a simple yet effective way to continue training and deepen your shame and self-hate. those feelings are actually magnified knowing it is doing this in secret.
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i have faggot audio #3 (the three voices from the Combat Training) on my phone, and i keep one ear bud in my ear and play it all the time at work, on BART, etc. it is always playing, burning into my brain the messages of faggot destruction. it also reminds me to go clean the urinals in the mens room several times a day.
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Literally any time I am alone in public or really anywhere away from the computer, I hear SIR’S instructions in my head. I hear Him laugh as I look at an attractive Straight White Man and avert my gaze down to their footwear. I desperately want to disappear and be a fly on the wall to stare at them in the city, but I know that the Training freezes me in my tracks.
I hear Him urge me to stare at Straight White GodCock whenever I have a chance on my phone. I’m fucking addicted to Straight White GodCock and risk my job to just picture the foreskin retracting…
I focus on creating daytime nightmare situations by trying to let my lust guide me in daylight. I was lucky enough for a young Man to drop His boxer-briefs on the bus this week and I got to pick them up and keep them. Smells wonderful… And the excitement of doing it with the bus driver watching as I was the last to disembark was embarrassing but thrilling.
Any time I have the free time to masturbate, I ALWAYS have at least one training module going, as well as my absolute favorite audio file – ‘The Difference between faggots and Straight Men (Real Men)’ because the association of hot sweaty Straight butt crack and my addictions can always grow!
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