Straight White Man

@lafag4str8alphas

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Registered: 8 years, 1 month ago

Professional, educated, 50 year old fag in Portugal, indoctrinated into Roman Catholic sex shame probably since age 7, aware I was a fag since I was a little fem boy; next awareness was that was the worst thing I could be; I was going to hell and should not tell anyone. Still my fem ways made it obvious to peers; eventually forced to stop playing handball with the girls and play kickball with the boys. and bullying didn't subside til 11th grade. 4 older bros and a dad; I shared a room with 2 bros. Bully down the street completed the beat down. Spent years trying to be "equal;" and not a wimp anymore. Generally regarded str8 Men as evil and to be avoided; tho all along I fantasized my being able to serve them, and often would stare at them in the gym locker room . Huge crushes on the str8 jocks in high school. Never was terribly excited about actually having a scene or situation with a Real Man (not a fag); now it is all I want. After all these years have gone back to watching str8 porn (sick of watching fags) and recognizing the inherent superiority of the Alpha Str8 Man, and would offer myself to any and all of you Gods on here as I am totally comfortable with my submissive and degraded position in this life. Instead of putting so much energy into proving my worthiness and fighting for equality; I see the natural order of many species, including the sapiens, and homos are waaaaay down there. I will thus aim to be the best pervpigsubfagdad there is; I was a lost fag especially; now I know my purpose--worship, service, support obey my Alpha God. Hail to our Superior White Alpha Gods. I worship and adore those of you in that rare Pantheon. Not terribly experienced and mostly like to be at your feet massaging them, kissing them, continuing the massage if He so desires up his legs *this is where you may notice my breathing changes as I become very focused and aroused in providing a massage). Discipline and humiliation certainly have their place in training the fag, as i will fail and need correction. "Lord Str8Man, I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the Word and i will be healed." I will wait on you in AWE My hope is that in my enthusiastic worship, service, and tribute, My master will see my dedication; that He has molded me to his special pet. Thank You

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