PTfag

Forum Replies Created

Viewing 18 posts - 1 through 18 (of 18 total)
  • Author
    Posts
  • in reply to: I am not a Man #14367
    PTfag
    Participant

    Yes Monty you’re a faggot you’re right and it’s good that you’ve come to accept the reality of your make up sooner rather than later. I unfortunately was born during the civil rights gay rights women’s rights and we just harped on that tune, banged that drum. We are equal we are equal! we want marriage we want marriage! , and at some point it just all came crashing down on me and realized that the gay “family” was a hollow joke. In fact, I’ve always been attracted to straight man and I’ve always just wanted to serve them and please them and that’s the truth. I don’t wanna get married to another faggot. We can go shopping, but fuck that. I’d rather be a slave to a Superior Straight, White alpha. what about you?

    in reply to: Faggots! This place is the real deal. #13139
    PTfag
    Participant

    Feel the difference… a blow job, or Phallus worship. The whore can Consistently provide the King with a proper, slobbery good cock-sucking; but the faggot worships your Superior White Cock. His geisha like interactions transcend a common blow job; it is ritual; it is worship; it is sexual theater and a sacred commmunion.
    The faggot worships You. You’ve no desire for the faggot, except in this way: to witness it gratefully and humbly tribute You, kneel below and between You quietly offering up prayers and invocation, declaring you as his God and sole reason for being, and with the sole intention and focus of a monk, smokes from the glass pipe, enters a trance state, and is completely subsumed by You, in awe of Your Masculine beauty and power. Under Your spell, and only after You direct him, see its hand tremble and take the thick girth of your rock hard shaft, cupping your Huge, weighty balls in the other, to see and feel the Worship of Your cock, that You Yourself admire and love, the pleasure it provides You, Know the Fag’s only desire is to please and pleasure you, to attend to Your desires, Your wants, Your perversions.

    And And as the faggot reaches again for the sacred glass pipe, and blows a huge cloud on the perfect huge white alpha cock and takes it all the way down his faggot throat, choking on it, loving it you take your strong hands over his little perverted head and force it all the way down and hold it, hold it. The clouds blow up in your face and you take in a breath and exhale lay your head back against your throne and drift off into the most intense pleasure as you connect with Hus worship of You, and your own perfection, your superiority,your entitlement to possess anything you might want, ever.

    into the most intense pleasure as you connect with Hus worship of You, and your own perfection, your superiority,your entitlement to possess anything you might want, ever.

    The King feels an intoxication unlike any. The Kings Loins May be aggressively aroused, like any Alpha Man, by the bawdy, lustful gorgeous bar whores with their pendulous, fat alabaster tits, their engorged, dripping pink cunts ready to receive and be destroyed by his Huge cock, but with his faggot’s true worship, and complete submission, subsuming any autonomous identity to the King’s glory, in order to serve as the King’s cumdump, His degraded hole, his bidet, his toilet, He knows Himself as GOD.

    in reply to: What aspects of reality do you see in a new light? #13092
    PTfag
    Participant

    Wow I’m impressed the fags you’re being really very honest. Truthfully my stereotype of faggots who are involved in a program like this is that I see they’re fucking annoying, double talking, and gossipy, Queeny, CunT Trolling Bitches. Believe it or not, my final chapter and trying to be in “equal gay man who deserves to get married and im just as good as any street man” I never really felt that way, I had taken to the daddy top role with these little bitches who would tell me what I was to do for how long exactly how without bothering to ask where I was even a Top. And now this annoyed me intensely and I was kind of a mean daddy and a couple of occasions I just blew these bitches away. Because they’re so entitled and they just don’t get what it means to be a bottom to be submissive. I threw my hands up and decided I would pursue real men and work to please them and really to do whatever they wanted and that’s what I’ve done ever since. I no longer seek a one on one primary relationship with another faggot I don’t want that what I want is to be the fucking cock sucking slave of the superior straight white man on man and this is where I’m going to find where I truly belong where my life means some thing and where I can not only surrender but submit honor and share my great gratitude that these men even just wanna be sharing the air with them. I worship them and I will do anything to please them they fucking go to war for us they fight the fires they catch the bad guys they keep this community fucking the way it needs to be the hierarchy and I am here to 1000% be useful go thrm, Whether as a come dump, a warm hole, a punching bag, and object of scorn interaction, a stupid fag that they can make fun of spit on me laugh at me piss on me slap me around, rough treat me, choke me out, or just kneeling between their thick muscular legs kissing their feet. never lift in my eyes until I’m told hundred percent focusing on worshiping The beautiful white cock in pleasuring them to the best of my ability as they like it. If I can do all those things I am a very happy faggot fuck yeah!

    in reply to: Boot Camp: Module 3 #12680
    PTfag
    Participant

    Good point fag above lol. Repetition is one of the best instruments that our masters/re-educators use for mental restructuring and brainwashing elimination. Just repeating the same thing over and over it does set in and it’s a good reminder to do that on a daily basis as you begin to reconsider possibly your entire life.
    It’s funny because I just noticed I posted something on here a while back. I don’t remember even writing it; I’ve made real progress! I’m well onto this yellow brick road to the str8 Oz baby.And Oz is not that funny little man behind the curtain pushing levers. That is what Hollywood wants you to believe it’s a Faglie. Oz is a fucking white God on the throne in all his glory with a huge dick. My destination always is between the large and muscular, moderately hairy legs and calves and feet of Real Man, below and between, worshiping, servicing and paying tribute. I often ask if I can start with a little ritual, some of which I might say in my inside voice to myself; sometimes I will share it with my God above me (that being the superior Street man that is generous with his time and is expecting to be serviced). So I’ll start with either a silent or quiet opening of the ritual, giving thanks and welcoming SaTan into this encounter,i’ll suck from the glass pipe a nice big ass cloud, and kneeling down, I make contact with the God- cock, and exhaling the cloud, I begin to suckle on Dickle. all I’m thinking about is pleasure; His pleasure. My mind goes blank and I am a pure cocksucker I have never a worry or a thought going through this silly little head of mine when I am kneeling and totally focused,going into a trance with the full intent of giving this God the most pleasure I could possibly give him, of wanting to do anything he tells me to do. of reinforcing in real time as I’m worshiping just God telling myself that I’m an inferior faggot, this is what I live for, this is what I need to do in life and I love it and I’m very grateful to Lord Satan to be worshiping what is the embodiment of pure masculine energy that overwhelms me but that I am addicted to because I don’t have enough of it inside. and to my Idol, the big white cock.
    But I generally start at the feet, way below, not looking at him, but at his feet, not looking up but looking right to the carpet waiting for his direction. I might start with a foot worship and licking and kissing and then possibly massaging the calves & the legs of this God but I neverWould dare to presume what he wants me todo that. certainly never assume he wants me to suck his cock no matter how hungry I am because I would fully expect if I just jump on it started chowing down on it Id get a very strong and abrupt slap to the side of my head or worse. But if he allows me to, it is my full intention that he will know just by the energy I am offering by sucking, because it’s not like a bitch that I worship. Mostly, bitches don’t worship cock; not the way fags do. Because straight Gods have told me this. They note how good the bitch is at cocksucking but that there’s something about the energy of a faggot that makes it qualitatively different. And so, in further degrading myself to my king, intentionally putting myself down by sharing something intimate or just real, I’ll say, “Sir, that is because I’m worshiping it. That is because I worship You.” And he may say, “that is because you are one sick pathetic faggot go ahead now boy enjoy it no teeth!”
    Hahaha

    in reply to: Boot Camp: Module 3 #12679
    PTfag
    Participant

    Good point fag above lol. Repetition is one of the best instruments that our masters/re-educators use for mental restructuring and brainwashing elimination. Just repeating the same thing over and over it does set in and it’s a good reminder to do that on a daily basis as you begin to reconsider possibly your entire life.
    It’s funny because I just noticed I posted something on here a while back. I don’t remember even writing it; I’ve made real progress! I’m well onto this yellow brick road to the str8 Oz baby.And Oz is not that funny little man behind the curtain pushing levers. That is what Hollywood wants you to believe it’s a Faglie. Oz is a fucking white God on the throne in all his glory with a huge dick. My destination always is between the large and muscular, moderately hairy legs and calves and feet of Real Man, below and between, worshiping, servicing and paying tribute. I often ask if I can start with a little ritual, some of which I might say in my inside voice to myself; sometimes I will share it with my God above me (that being the superior Street man that is generous with his time and is expecting to be serviced). So I’ll start with either a silent or quiet opening of the ritual, giving thanks and welcoming SaTan into this encounter,i’ll suck from the glass pipe a nice big ass cloud, and kneeling down, I made contact with the God cock, and exhaling, the cloud I begin to suckle on Dickle. all I’m thinking about is pleasure; His pleasure. My mind goes blank and I am a pure cocksucker I have never a worry or a thought going through this silly little head of mine when I am kneeling and totally focused,going into a trance with the full intent of giving this God the most pleasure I could possibly give him, of wanting to do anything he tells me to do. and of worshiping what is the embodiment of pure masculine energy that overwhelms me but that I am addicted to because I don’t have enough of it, and that my Idolthe big white cock. But I generally start at the feet, way below, not looking at him, but at his feet, not looking up but looking right to the carpet waiting for his direction. I might start with a foot worship and licking and kissing and then possibly massaging the calves & the legs of this God but I neverWould dare to presume what he wants me to.certainly never assume he wants me to suck his cock no matter how hungry I am because I would fully expect if I just jumped on it started chowing down on it I can get a very strong and abrupt slap to the side of my head or worse. But if he allows me is my full intention that he will know just in the energy I am offering by sucking his cock and how a second because it’s not like a bitch that I worship. Mostly, bitches don’t worship cock not the way things to do. Because straight Gods have told me this. They note how good the bitch is a cock sucking there’s something about the energy of a faggot that makes it qualitatively different. And I said to them, “Sir, that is because I’m worshiping it. That is because I worship You.” And he may say that, “that is because you are one sick pathetic faggot go ahead now boy enjoy it no teeth!”
    Hahaha

    in reply to: New Training Modules in June #11588
    PTfag
    Participant

    We all know who to support and VITE for in this election don’t we faggots? Who is defending the rights and privileges of our SSW GODS? Come out with it! Use the bumper sticker and put the badge on! Cone out to family and friends tell them WHO you are voting due and WHY! Cone out! Tell them why FAGGOT!

    in reply to: New Training Modules in June #10289
    PTfag
    Participant

    I’d like to enthusiastically endorse the request for additional reprogramming Audio-rapes. I listen to them while viewing training videos with audio off and rubbing my cunt so as to maximize their persuasion and heighten the consolidation of My self image and attitude from that of arrogant gay man demanding acceptance and equality all the time from everyone to my True self

    in reply to: New Training Modules in June #10255
    PTfag
    Participant

    Master, I would greatly appreciate a video (tho I’m unsure if this is a training tape strictly speaking) that would have brief clips from the SSWM Gods themselves each answering the same question posed by off camera interviewer. for example, how do they telegraph to a fag on the street they want his attention? how do they want fags to approach them? what about when He is with other Alphas? just basic expectations You have that would help us be more successful in serving You. also biggest turn offs and turn one. it would be awesome to hear the various ways you want to use us and also what are the things fags do that ruin it.
    so little 1 minute answers from 10mgods to the same questions

    in reply to: Boot Camp: Module 3 #10164
    PTfag
    Participant

    I’m going to need to review Module3- Thanks fags!
    Reading your conversation, some newbies here may think you “characters” *(if acutally real fags not invested In the site for $$$) are displaying high irony, one of a fags verbal cat claws. I don’t believe that is the case tho.
    I stumbled upon this site and got into it as a sexual fantasy site and thought Some twisted SF fag has put this out (note the SF address right off the Castro) to draw from our “discretionary” income (fags have no discretion when it comes needing to services SACRED COCK). I was troubled by the hateful messages but was ripe to acknowledge my lifelong deep desire to worship, service and tribute Superior Straight White men (SSWM) as an erotic fantasy ONLY And in no way what my beliefs and politics and “real life” are about.That gave me permission to go deeper here and pursue REAL MEN for “fantasy” sex encounters. And I loved IT; going deeper voluntarily into degrading myself and seeking only to service and pleasure Him. It reawakened old painful feelings, but I felt alive and it felt real and true.;So this inferior cocksucking faggot gives thanks to this site and the generosity of many Superior Str8 and Bi Alphas and has discarded the fantasies—that I’m equal to a Str8 Man, that i can find this passion and meaning with another fag, that everyone should accept/be ok with my fem/gay attiutudes and behavior. And discovered my truth and reality which I Live today which has been incredible: That hieracrhies exist in the natural world and very few are on Top, but those who deviate from expected Roles and behaviors are harassed for that reason and are at the lowest rung if they haven’t been expelled. That such deviants are used by Alphas, including for sexual release; that in fact my earliest attractions were not to other fags, But to Str8 Alphas and has continued all along;That I want to and can offer real men sexual And non sexual services and gifts that makes me useful to them; that they have qualities I greatly admire which fags oftenlack, directness Being an obvious example,
    They show amazing degrees of restraint and patience with us as I know what I think is funny is irritating strange or disgusting to them/.In general they wonder why we are so not like Men.Cuz were not. We are fags.One MASTER finally came clean AND TOLD ME HE CAN NO LONGER BE SEEN In PUBLIC WITH ME, my shame came up and it hurt and he knew it and I didn’t have a lot to do with him. But as I sat with it I could see His side—what he was risking, and I gained more respect for him and agreed with HIM and thanked him. He put me in my place and I degraded further for him with great pleasure and release.
    I love my place as a cocksuicking inferior faggot who lives to worship, service and tribute SSWM. They are Everything: I am nothing. What they want matters: i don’t matter.I love and worship Master with full realization that will never be reciprocated—cuz they are straight—DUH! Lolol,

    in reply to: sickened to be surrounded by faggots #9360
    PTfag
    Participant

    Thanks fag for sharing the progression you are making seeing fags for what we are. Its pretty amazing how quickly I moved from “fight for your rainbow rights, gay equality woo hoo I want a husband” activist to “im an inferior cocksucking faggot who lives to worship, service, and tribute Superior Real Men.Becuase all along tho trying to delude myself that i was just as good as Real Men, it was obvious to everybody 9and at some level to myself0, that i am far from equal, and alsoin my faggotry i have betrayed all Str8 Men by rejecting them—their tribe, by committing the offense of having been lucky to be born a priviledged white boy, and yet provocatively shitting on it, acting like a bitch. The have a reason to hate us-we have let them down and show contempt for them everytime we prance around or leer. How much should they have to take?
    I have nointerest in being around fags. Ive oriented myself totally to serve as many str8 Men as I can, submit to them, be used by them. Love my life now that i know my place. Certainly have no interest sucking a fags cock or in any way pretending they could dominate me—they are as low as me.
    Became a lifetime member here toiday—100% committed to servitude to the Gods. Because We sare allowed just to be in their presence. I live for it.

    in reply to: Greeting SUPERIORS and fellow fags #9208
    PTfag
    Participant

    Hello Fag,
    you will greatly benefit from the Best website for fags to face the truth. i have completely turned myself over to the Superiors who run this site. Keep coming back!

    in reply to: Merchandise? #9169
    PTfag
    Participant

    Certainly a T with just

    SWM

    emblazoned on it as a starter T that way other people will recognize you as part of the club including the viewing and that we are advertising LOL hopefully. anyway that I can put it out there in public that I’m available on the man deserves superior way man is perfect

    in reply to: Fags practicing punishments #8367
    PTfag
    Participant

    fellow fags please include me in your network of fags eager to
    slide down hard
    and fast. please include me in your band of desperate nasty pervs. No time to waste.

    in reply to: Faggot accountability training #8357
    PTfag
    Participant

    brother fag i have found our chats to be very illuminating and you are a lowlife leader in suggesting such a forum. i’d be happy to participate but not if we devolve into a gaggle of silly geese or woe is me lonely bitches.

    in reply to: Straight Men: Find a local faggot to use #8356
    PTfag
    Participant

    [email protected] in LA/Long Beach

    in reply to: Straight Men: Find a local faggot to use #8182
    PTfag
    Participant

    I live in LA County on border of Orange Co. Southern Calif. I can host or travel.
    Patrickinca1 (that is a number 1 not letter l at end)
    @yahoo.com or
    KIK
    Local Str8 Alpha Men esp encouraged to contact me as my schedule is extremely flex and thus can make myself available on demand 4 your desires/needs. Extremely discreet and will never intrude into your life.
    However, visitors to SoCal also very much welcome to contact me. I realize out of town trips esp without wife/gf often the most opportune time to get some worship/service in by a fag that knows his place.
    Thank You for considering b

    in reply to: Straight Men: Find a local faggot to use #8180
    PTfag
    Participant

    OK so I was one of the stupid fags that failed to include any contact info, So since I’m website challenged I’ll reply to myself with my contact info then I’ll edit my profile.
    You can email me at:
    [email protected] (that is a number 1 not a letter l before @)
    Chat on KIK: Patrickinca1 (again a number 1 at end)
    Or I have s Tumblr blog email me there or we can chat:
    fullyradcandy is the name of my blog. Don’t ask they picked it lol
    Sorry Sirs for the frustration That’s why stupid fags need Real Men.
    Thanks

    in reply to: Straight Men: Find a local faggot to use #8142
    PTfag
    Participant

    Los Angeles, California

    Fit, submissive fagdad available to worship and service Dom Top Alpha Str8 White Men. I know my place, Sirs, and seek to do my duty and honor as an inferior fag. Allow me….

Viewing 18 posts - 1 through 18 (of 18 total)